Forgotten?

Sometimes I wonder, has God forgotten about me?  I'm sure every true believer and follower of Christ has asked themselves that.  For me it came all at once today.  Not subtle at all. Nope. Just all at once.  The word W-E-D-D-I-N-G is a word I hate now.  Its hard to see others getting engaged and being able to plan their wedding and all the to-do's that come with that.  Sometimes I wonder, when it will be my turn.  Can't God just reveal it to me in a dream?? No! But why not? Then the verse comes to mind where we find out the Gods ways are not our ways, His plans are not our plans! The peace comes and I now know that its better not to know. Just have God take the wheel and the map and just let me ride along.